24.4.06

Hari ni. Umurnya layak untuk ditambah lagi 1, menjadikan angka tepat 25. Ya, hari ni dia tak macam dulu lagi. Hari ni dia dah berubah. Rambutnya dah pendek. Dia dah ada misai. Dia dah ada uban (banyak lah tuh). Dia dah ada kerja baru (walaupun kontrak). Dia ada house-&-mate baru. Dia tinggal di tempat baru (Shah Alam), dia empunya kereta baru (baru tukar nama) dan lastly, dia baru... err... baru...

Ah, abaikan! Perkara tak menarik usah diungkitkan. Ye tak?

Tapi seseorang betul betul buat aku marah dan benci, hanya kerana satu janji yang termeterai lama dulu dibelot oleh si pembuat janji. Aku tak marah, tapi aku jadi benci. Dalam masa aku dok tanam perasaan benci dalam hati, 2-3 hari lepas dapat pula sms dari Celcom. Katanya, "To hate a person is a waste; half of the people you hate don't care, and the other half don't know."

Hmm... okaylah. Buang masa aku la pula. Aku dah lempar rasa benci jauh jauh. Hari ni hari baik untuk aku. Aku lupakan segala hal yang tak best. Aku nak gembira gembirakan diri sendiri. Kawan kawan, doakan aku hidup bahagia di samping kalian semua.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

Hadiah pertama yang aku dapat, cermin windscreen kereta aku kena pecah dek ntah malaon bangsat mana punya angkara. Di tempat parking LRT Sentul, Sabtu 22 April 2006. Buat rugi je bayar parking 2 hengget. Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

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Dan aku tujukan satu lagu yang penuh bermakna, hanya untuk diri aku sendiri. Dan untuk mereka yang sama waktu dengan aku. Layan...!

What's Up? - 4 Non Blondes

25 years AND my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realised quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made FOR this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

[Chorus:]
And So I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
JUST To get it all out what's in my head
AND I, I Am feeling a little peculiar
AND So I wake in the morning and I step
Outside AND I take deep breath
AND I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on

And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, HEY-YEAH-YEAH...
I said hey! what's goin' on
And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, HEY-YEAH-YEAH...
I said hey! what's goin' on

OOOH, OO! OOH-HOO-HOO-HOO-HOO
OO-OOH-HOO-HOO-HOO-HOOOO
OOOH! OOO-AAH-HOO-HOO-HOO-HOO
OO-OOH-HOO-HOO-HOO-HOOOO

And I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
In this institution
And I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution

[Chorus:]
And So I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
JUST To get it all out what's in my head
AND I, I Am feeling a little peculiar
AND So I wake in the morning and I step Outside
AND I take deep breath
AND I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on

And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, HEY-YEAH-YEAH...
I said hey! what's goin' on
And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, HEY-YEAH-YEAH...
I said hey! what's goin' on

And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, HEY-YEAH-YEAH...
I said hey! what's goin' on
And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, HEY-YEAH-A-YEA-YEA-YEA...
I said hey! what's goin' on

OOOH, OO! OOH-HOO-HOO-HOO-HOO
OO-OOH-HOO-HOO-HOO-HOOOO-AHH-HAA

25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination


//Aiseh, tak sempat nak taruk link ke mp3 lagu nih. Korang nak dengar, cari sendirilah!